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I am in the all-star round (been in two cycles previously) that starts soon and I want all my friendslist cheering me on! So get your butt over there and join. :-)

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JOIN! I'm going to keep posting this until at least 5 of you join so GET WITH IT!

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Help a girl out.


apollo_trigger Shortly to have a bunch of other stuff on it.

Confusing emotions

I know I have to eat. I know I will die if I don't. I know there are better, quicker ways to lose weight than this. Starving isn't a great way to lose weight. But I still haven't eaten anything in two days and I feel great. The feeling of being in control, being strong, it's all fake I know. I'm out of control, and very weak for giving into this. I'm going to attempt to break tomorrow and eat something. Wish me luck on that.

I'm also EXTREMELY happy to have my LJNTM friends back. *snuggles for Andrea, Dave, & Jasmine* I'm sorry I disappeared and made ya'll worry. I was going through some bad stuff that I'm still fighting, and I just had to disappear for a bit. I'm SOOOOOOOOOO excited about the All Star Round. :-)

And on that note, everyone go to 1topmodel. This is a fantastic community that I've been lucky enough to be a part of twice, and I'm about to apply for the All Star Round. Come cheer me on, the current cycle is getting close to it's end and the All-Star Round starts after that. They're also doing a normal cycle at the same time so if you want to play you can too. :-)
Just got back from the doctor. I'm checking into inpatient therapy at Saint Francis Friday morning at 9am. I don't know when I'll be out. I love you guys and I will be thinking about all of you while I'm there.

New user pic

I have a new userpic that I'm quite proud of. Just thought I'd share.

I kind of started this community then pretended I didn't. After reading a few of the posts in other communities I think there needs to be a more supportive and not so "ZOMFGANAZMAKEMETHIN" community. Please join if this sounds like something you'd be interested in.


This made me feel better. :-) Smile everyone!